Just can't get enough!

Sex, drugs and alcohol,

Nay, you are stronger.

More potent, more powerful,

scarier even.

Poison, slow acting poison,

innocous looking, but quietly creeping through my veins.

The rush of exhilaration,

of finding and discovery,
the quiet ecstasy of interlinked fingers,
of kisses in the rain.

But its all just an illusion, isn't it,

for poison, however sweet, still kills mercilessly,

My heart, shattered,

wounds laid open for everyone to see,
holes in my being, now vulnerable,
jeers and mockery from crowd!

If I'm an open book,

then you scribble over my pages,
scratch, tear, inkblot!

Write meaningless rhymes of love and life,

and then,
tear out each page bit by bit,
and shred them into a million pieces.

And, I?

I search for new empty pages,
scour my mind for a new canvas,
just for you,
open myself up,

just for you,

cos I just cant get enough!

Birth death rebirth,

and dying again,
ecstasy and then pain,
more pain, each and every time!
cos, I just cant get enough!